CURRENT WEIGHT: 132lbs

GOAL WEIGHT: 128lbs

Days: 2

I forgot to put in the info for yesterdays food intake and exercise.

so today

Breakfast: bowl of cereal

snack: those packets of ritz and an empanada.

lunch: rice portion with gravy and bits of ham. pieces of mango and an empanada

EDIT

dinner: small portion of rice and meatball sauce. Salad. guacamole slices.

Dessert: jello

Yeah i definitely suck at eating here. But thats what happen when youre at home.

EXERCISE: 20 minute run

Can i hate how i hate living at home sometimes. I hate the dogs. I hate that my brothers wont listen. I hate the dogs....ahhhh

Im not new to this.

This blog thing that is. Ive done it before and it helped me lose weight.

I got alot of encouragement and i hope the same can happen again.

I spent a whole semester being super busy with work and classes. Hooray to the last semester which shouldnt be as intense as the last one. So i should manage to keep this updated.

I did lose 5 pounds this semester but im pretty sure it was muscle since i got too busy and i hardly made it to the gym during the last month.

Ill definitly keep my head up this time. I have to. I want to be the size i once was in high school. I miss it.

Who's with me??

CURRENT WEIGHT: 132!

ok slowly gettin below the 130 but not fast enough. Im amazed i didnt gain anythin from the weekend. Today my eatin was good. Compared to the damm weekend with its high consumption of alcohol and carbs. Im so damm weak

and I hate men. No they confuse me. He confuses me. FUCK. This is why i dont like falling for guys. This is why i just do random make out sessions with guys who mean nothin to me. And yet when i do fall for one and I thought he was itnerested, turns out he just wants random play. And now im freaking hurt. Cuzz i  mean nothing.

I really hate this

CURRENT WEIGHT: 132.5lbs!

except i feel like im gaining more weight around my mid section which is definitely not cool. I wanna fit into a size 5 again. That would rock my world. And of course theres drinking tonite. Grrr... maybe since im having a good day so far I won't sucumb to gulping down mass amount of liqour. Makes me wanna wish i ws a lite weight sometimes. We'll see how things go.

ITS FRIDAY!!

CURRENT WEIGHT: sooo scared to look

Been gion to the gym in the afternoons and everyones and there mom is there so im always afraid to get on the scale cuzz I KNOW people will be turning their heads to see how much that girl weighs. Cuzz trust me I do.

What gets me is that youll check out someones weight why they on the scale and if you already thought they look BIG and they weigh less than you than you just feel fucking fat.

grrr...